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Sometimes she felt lonely and afraid
Wishing she could be saved.
If only he could give her the world
Than her worries would fade away.
He often made her feel like shit, and never seemed to of cared.
When she was there crying, he never offered his hand.
To hold her when she is looking for protection,
To console her when she is hurt.
She believes he can't because he was never loved before.
He had no one to call his own.

Twisted and confused, he takes it out on her, and all she ever did was love him unconditionally. Puts no one else above.
Why can't he seem to see when she's hurting inside, why can't he seem to see that it's him that makes her cry?
He compares her to other women because he sees by appearance, he never sees her heart, and that's why she's not beautiful to him.
She bears the scars of birthing children.
He judges her for her indulgence, but never realizes that he is doing the same, but does she hold a cloud over his head or choose to engage?
She helps him to mend his pain, she helps him reach his aim.
He will never realize how good she's been to him until she's gone by death or another man. Why can't he seem to see he's only pushing her away.
Together for so long, but he still doesn't know her and chooses not too.
Why tend to these idols, these women that are vain, why give your eyes the image of another women's frame?
Why be so flirty, when the one you picked to be yours is sitting right in front of you?
She seeks your attention, she hopes to be your dream, but all you let bother you is the conditions of what seems.
When you have someone that loves you, dear, you hold onto them until the end.
All she ever wanted is to be loved, cared for, and shown that she means the world to him.

What more will she have to do for him to see and understand?
If she just disappeared, would he be happy than?
No one is perfect, so why try to make her be?
Don't make love so hard when it's so easy.
Will he ever listen? Will he ever care?
Will, he ever love her as Christ loved his bride, whom he cherished and adored?
Will she ever feel like his princesses? His crowing joy?
What more will it take, because in his eyes it seems that everything she does is fake.
She needs to stay strong and keep her eyes on her plan, cause who knows where they will end.
She's strong and holds on, though she's a girl who's hurt inside and always feels like she's in competition for him.
What will she do?

Originally written in 2018.







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