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Ten Wishes

I wish you knew how much I needed you. I wish you knew how much you helped me to heal. I wish you knew how much I cared about you. I wish you knew that my feelings were real. I can't explain it, but it's something divine. I feel like I've known you forever, maybe in a past life, and now for a lifetime. I wish you knew how much I wanted to talk to you, take care of you, hold you, kiss you, and treat you like a King.  I wish you knew how pure my feelings are for you.  I wish you knew that I was free.  I wish you knew how alive I felt with you. I know my emotions are intense there’s so much passion that I have. I wish to know if you feel it too.  Please don't shut me out, don't leave me out in the cold... Oh, how I wish you knew that I chose you! 
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Cassette Tape

I have you on my mind Replaying those events The words you would whisper to me when I would vent. And when you told me that you loved me I kept replaying your voice over and over in my head The smoothness of your sound like thunder mixed with rain. I think about us all the time Holding hands and chasing band$ We did everything together It’s crazy how things have changed. And like a cassette tape, I keep rewinding. I want to remember when you would hold me when I was crying The good ole’ days when we didn’t worry for much Oh, the good ole’ days when all it took was a touch From you to make me feel better. Over and over again, I hear you loud and clear Even in my dreams, you make yourself known And like a cassette tape, I let you go on and on And like a cassette tape, I keep rewinding. *(A Creative Commons Photo)

Toxic

TOXIC, dare I like. Mmmhmm how he looks at me with those eyes Starring deep into my soul, damn those eyes they get me every time So fine and handsome Oh, I like him And those lips His skin, his smile, smell, and dress TOXIC…I know. But I like I like his swag He in his bag I’m feeling him Mmmhmm, he likes my ass Boss bitch, yeah, he loves that It’ll be TOXIC, I know. He’s feeling me though And I like the thrill, the feels, and when we chill Can I play in your hair? Can I rub on your body? So muscular Oh, I like your tattoos It’s TOXIC I know. Like poison running through my veins Mmmhmm, he knows it too Seductive, alluring, passionate, and clever I love a smart man But he’ll be TOXIC, I know. How could I dare let go? The warmth when we're together He’s serious and aloof Fatal attraction Damn, will be TOXIC I'm TOXIC I get it, I know. *(A Creative Commons Photo)

Vibes

Vibing vibes Energy high Got me in my zone Spaced out, I’m gone. Vibes don’t lie, I’m so high. Vibrate high Be my high Don’t spoil my vibes Vibing vibes Energy high Got me in my zone Dozed off, I’m home. Vibes don’t lie, I defy. Vibrate high Be my high Don’t spoil my vibes Vibing vibes *(A Creative Commons Photo)

Mason Jar

Tightly sealed but breakable Void of all feelings. For she has been hurt before And felt the pain of not living. Tucked away, shy, and avoidant She doesn’t want to be hurt again. Betrayal is the worst. It left her shattered, distant, and afraid. Afraid to love again Disappointed in what was and Scared of what’s to come. Be brave young woman, Be brave. Unseal your heart Let healing in. To heal your wounds To erase the pain. Allowing your cracks to show Displays vulnerability Openness to move on To let go of the past. The past that no longer serves what is new to come Breakable we all are Piece-able we can be Put together so perfectly Like we were created and free Divine image I see you as you glow. All is not loss You know the way to go. From here it is up Upward and onward Let love show. You are timeless You are virtuous. Molded-in an image that's so crystal clear. Preserved for the best; unsealed yet breakable She will love again. ...

I Will Not Be Your Sometimes

I will not be your sometimes To call when she’s upset. I will not be your sometimes The one you will regret. I will not be your sometimes To sleep with than forget. I will not be your sometimes To sneak away and text. I will not be a sometimes To another woman’s man. I will not be your sometimes And cause another woman pain. No, no I won't! I will not be your sometimes. *(A Creative Commons Photo)

Invisible

Sometimes she felt lonely and afraid Wishing she could be saved. If only he could give her the world Than her worries would fade away. He often made her feel like shit, and never seemed to of cared. When she was there crying, he never offered his hand. To hold her when she is looking for protection, To console her when she is hurt. She believes he can't because he was never loved before. He had no one to call his own. Twisted and confused, he takes it out on her, and all she ever did was love him unconditionally. Puts no one else above. Why can't he seem to see when she's hurting inside, why can't he seem to see that it's him that makes her cry? He compares her to other women because he sees by appearance, he never sees her heart, and that's why she's not beautiful to him. She bears the scars of birthing children. He judges her for her indulgence, but never realizes that he is doing the same, but does she hold a cloud over his head or choose ...